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From: | Andrew Black |
Subject: | [Circus-cvs] infested |
Date: | Mon, 25 Sep 2006 23:24:32 -0700 |
I feel like I'm killing him.
Can you imagine something so fragile and delicate
flying all that way simply because their inner instinct and drive is too great NOT
to? I looked puzzled, I guess.
The look on his face I really wanted to laugh.
someone please shoot me. Car repair, cooking breakfast when Im running one child to
school.
And thank you, friends, for helping me see that
this beautiful, smart man has a disease that won't be cured unless HE steps
up.
I feel heartbroken for doing that but I don't know
what else to do. I can like it or leave it.
My husband is on overtime and working
midnights.
I will probably have to go through the court system
and make supervised visits, oh man. My husband is on overtime and working
midnights.
or tell me what the hell am i supposed to do. She
dresses like a regular person, and her evening wear, if you were going to an event,
you would think you could really dress like her. To my surprise there was a card in
the slot and it said pick up at pharmacy.
i am terribly upset, altho somewhat relieved, but
wanting to DRINK BAD.
I looked puzzled, I guess. Of course, it had to be
cleaned out before I finished moving. I just got a notice my house payment is going
to increase by over hundred dollars a month. The bigger affiliate networks provide
lots of services and features, but they are not a magic bullet.
I deserve soooooo much more and my kids deserve a
happy, healthy mom.
But, after being back on it, I can ACCEPT just
about anything and tell myself that this was the hand I was dealt, so play it. And
thank you, friends, for helping me see that this beautiful, smart man has a disease
that won't be cured unless HE steps up. someone please shoot me.
It was amazing to watch them.
I have a wonderful sponsor but I know I don't
utilize her enough. He just uses all day everyday.
Its a summer job so i do school in the winter. i
am terribly upset, altho somewhat relieved, but wanting to DRINK BAD. But kind of
glad I got it all off of my chest. People tell me I should focus on something
else.
Thanks for listening.
Thank you, God, for helping me have the strength to
end all this.
He just uses all day everyday.
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